Tuesday, January 3, 2012

why must it alwayd be me all the time... why.. sigh
i am so sick and tired with all thia crap.. i know its my fault
but to hear abt it again and again really get me on my nerves
u dun care abt the 2k payment abt the house.. fine! u dun trust me anymore..
u really dun have the trust in me.. u r getting sick of it.. yes put
all the blame to me.. put everything.. u r the one who is always right in anything..
i am the one who is always the black sheep.. i know u have totally lost trust in me..
i knew it.. i think it is true.. i shouldn't have love u more than myself..
its my mistake that i love u more than myself.. i am stupid to have care for u
and sacrifice myself alot to u... i put u first before me and my family.. i am so stupid..
i am the one who is being foolish and looks like a fool.. i listens to everything u said...
yeah i know u have been telling me u r treated like a fool by me... u keep saying
u dun want to get married to me.. u keep repeating the sentence... this is the 4 th time..
i dunno... if ur wish is true... i am prepared... thnks for everything u have given me... thnks alot.

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