Tuesday, January 3, 2012

end of the day for me.. last flight royal brunei amd now am heading towars t1 to clock out..
time for me to go home.. hardly for me to go bck as early as 9pm.. anyway for today i will be taking a bus home..
i dun want him to fetch me as i know he is still not happy.. i dun mind.. theres always a public transport... i kinda feel angry.. helpless.. lonely when times come like this...sometimes when i feel this way it makes me think more and somehow i kinda feel down and angry.
i am totally speechless abt everything... abt all the things he said to me.. it makes me feel unwanted and sad.. he keeps repeating it over and over again... i just wish i dun exist in his life... he makes me feel useless and can't be trusted.. i feel very small.. sigh!!
well i guess i live to make him feeling like a fool and fooled him.. thats what he said to me.. i dun care anymore.. sometimes i just feels like living in the world of my own..

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