going against the religion law....(thats my mom)

well am here today to tell u abt my mom again... she thinks that i'm stupid enuff that i dunno what she's doing behind my bck... she's been going to "BOMOH" to summon me to go bck home... FUCK! why the hell she must do that to me?? doesn't she believe in ALLAH??? well.. how i got to know she went to the bomoh is because i had some nightmares and weird stuffs going around me... hello plz... its me.. myself.. i want myself to be out from my own coz i dun feel too good staying in that house... i intend to leave the house to make her think and repent.... but its opposite!!!! for god sake.. why can't she sit and think on why i did this to her??? well.. she lost her 4th chance i shall say... i will never gonna turn my bck again for her ever..she made me lose respect on her..if she really wants me to go bck.. she should come and talk to me nicely.. and i know... if i ever go bck... i will not be treated any good,... she will keep on humiliating me and put more pressure on me....i am no longer stupid or slow like i used to be.... she's the one who's stupid!!! never think of the consequences...sigh... getting more older still think she's young.... can't stand her!! seriously i can't!!!