uncaring mom

hi..to care nd concern towards him...
am here to tell u a story abt myself and my family.... well its kinda hard for me now my relationship with my mom.. its tough.. she disagree with everything i do or say.. and she dun even have the second thoughts for me at all.. why i said this is because she is always on my yiunger sis side and her hubby... my mom dun seems to care abt me or my fiance.... i dun mind at all but what i dun like abt her is that she likes to spread rumours abt me.. all the bad things abt me... saying me this and that.. saying all the non-existance things abt me to people... i dun like that.. and her mouth always say all the filthy words... my sis had brought shame to the whole family... she had a child out of wedlock and now the second one is on the way to this world... out of wedlock too.... sigh.. and my mom can still support her and pity her... she dun wanna scold that damn man who has ruin her daughter's life... but she will put her care and concern more on that bastard... i dun really understand what she's trying to do... she is siding for the bad influence... and for me i'm the only one who she scolds and put a pressure on..now she is selling the house to my sister.. she told my aunt its better off she stay with my sis... well by all means go ahead..i dun mind... but dun feel regret one day and beg on my knees... thats what i dun wanna hear or see... the only person i pity is my dad...my mom is a lazy pig.. never do anything except to lay down on her bed nursing her dizziness.. i mean what the fuck.... my sis is another lazy bimbo.. she's into my mom's footsteps... like mother like daughter... hmmm... for me.. none in my family understands me except for my dad... i really dun care abt my mom or my sis anymore... i will still respect her as a 'MOTHER' not more than that.. but for my dad i have my full respect for him... my sis... there is no respect for her... i dun feel like having such sister like her in my life... she has chosen the dark future for herself...and for my mom she has lots of debts around her waist....and she expect me to pay up the gold chain which belongs to her fren... that gold chain she had put up in the pawn shop coz she is in need of money.... she was the one who borrowed that damn chain and she expect me to pay it up... what the fuck is my mom trying to do... i can live better off without her.... she's trying to make me paying all her debts for her.. no way!! am not gonna do that... i have my own responsibilities and things to do.. am not gonna pay her debts for her... who the hell she thinks i am... her ATM!?!?!?!? FUCK!! and she insist of me getting married quickly so that she can take all the dowry money... FUCK!! it is as though she is selling me away... she dun wanna see her only daughter having a perfect wedding unlike her sacred younger daughter... whom she adore so much... my sister is ugly during her wedding... my mom is a MONEY FACE person... when she has money she will forget everything.... never want to perform her duties as a muslim and always say unappropriate things... she is getting old not younger anymore..... she is unshamed of her in-laws to be and she thinks that she is prettier than me.. she always say abt my weight and body...she always think that she is beautiful but the fact her mouth stinks!!!! and she had a tooth decay on her front tooth!!! YUCKS!!! thats all becoz she say bad things abt people....her mouth never stays fresh breath... its always bad breath.... and during my wedding i want my aunt to take care of everything and i dun want my mom to do it.... coz i dun trust her...well to tell the truth i dun like or trust my mom even though she's my own flesh and blood... its very hard to trust any of my family members except for my dad...hmmm we will see what will come next and i know this thing will never end coz all the problem comes frm my idotic sister and her bastard husband!!!!!!