MY LIFE

i just dun understand why must they have no thoughts for others.... and why must we human being living in this world face wit problems... and why must we have to go thru wit all this shit.. well.. the answer is lif will be too boring if there's no problem for us to think.. coz God made us humans to live in this beautiful world to think using our brain which was given by him and solve wit it.... but sometimes.. the problem that we are facing is too much..... we can't possibly let loose of it n let go... hmmm... well.. for now i'm gonna pray hard that nothing will happen to my dearie jufri... i love him so much... love him unlike the rest... i dunno why... he's someone who's kinda special to me... he treats me wit respect... its hard for me to find tat kinda man... it is hard coz.. u're not gonna easily find someone who can really know u too well.. till he can read wats in ur mind.. tats the reason y i say he's different frm others and he's one of a kind... i love him alot... if he's gone i really dunno wat i'm gonna do..i dunno diary... i dunno wat gonna happen to me...i do wanna live wit him for the rest of my life... i wanna have his kids.. i wanna be his wife and a mother to his kids... i wanna take care of him...to tell the truth diary... the feeling i have for him is totally different frm wat i had for others..this is not juz a sying.. its the truth..i just pray to ALLAH that my relationship wit him will last till my last breath and i do wanna take care of him for the rest of my life...