MY LIFE

i just dun seem to understand why people have to talk bad abt othrs while they themselves are not perfect... hmmmm.... i'm just wondering why... well.. for me is that if they really do wanna talk bad abt me.. pls do so... am ok wit it.. am just getting sick and tired of all this... well.. my life and decision is in my hand.. i will go thru it... i will definitely can make it... am sure abt it... i am very sure... rigth now am feeling kinda sad.. bored..unhappy.. and feels like a loser for today.. i just dunno why... hmmm.... all is because of alot of thinking is done.. tats the reason why... wel... diary.. for me... now.. i've found a new love ... and not coz of this new love i wanna called off the thing... its coz tat i can see that this new guy can really take good care of me... it seems like we've known each other for long... and the best thing is that he can read thru my mind and he can know wat i want and needs...well i'm lost for words.. i was actually very scared of him at first..thinking that is he someone that i've known before??
or is he an angel is disguise?? hmmm... but no matter wat it is.. i thank GOD for letting me to get to know him....i feel loved when i'm on by his side... i feels very comfortable...i love him so much diary... i can't really tell my feelings to others except for u diary...i do love him alot... i really do adore him and wanna take care of him for the rest of my life.... i love him so much diary...i love him.. i care for him.. i do wanna spend the rest of my life wit him.... i feel so special when am wit him.... hmmm... and i've promised him that no matter wat.. the 2 of us will go thru thick and thin together.. i dunno diary.. he is someone so special that i dun wanna let him go... it seems like i've known him for years like wat i said earlier...i pray to god that i will be wit him together till death do us apart...