BORED!! HEADACHE!!!

arrgghh!!! am so bored.. am so freaking bored.... i am freaking bored.. i' having a very bad headache....really bad.. it seems everyday i have headaches... i'm freaking pissed off by it.. sigh.... i an't realy tolerate anything... sigh... but its kinda strange for me to have this frequent headaches... especially when jufri talks to me abt his ex... he's not copmparing me and her but just to inform me that sometimes why he still remembers his ex.... so whenever he talks abt her everytime... i will have headache... really bad one... but after a while when the topic abt her has finished... everything will be bck to normal... but the headache is still there but not as painful when he talks abt her....

she really give me the creeps... it is so spooky.. makes my hair stands whenever i aw her pic.... OMG!~....i just dunno wat happen to me... i'm having headaches everyday... i feeli like i'm an alien iving in this world.... sometimes i feel ike iwanna cry out loud... sometimes i feel so angry and frustrated,,,, at times i feel so helpless and hopeless... i just dunno wat i'm doing rite now.... sometimes i do ask myself.. why am i in this world.. hy am i born to be human... why am i born in singapore and why not some other country,,, al these inds of questions keeps playing in my mind everyday... i just need to find all the answers to all those questions slowly...