sigh~~

hey there... am bored to death today.... i'm bored... wow!! ts been a week i didn't go to work... well shall i say am no longer interested in th compNY... OR shalli say that i dun like to work wit the people there... well.. its all coz of the bloody management which really has got no system... i shall not say i hate the manager.. i just dun like him ... he's racist"!! damn bloody racist!!! he only cares abt chinese!! xhinese..chinese...chinese,... haizz!! well for now i shall let them struggle like hell and dun wanna know abt work anymore... am too wear out abtb it already!!! i will not make myself more stress coz of it!!!


for now wat i'll do is.. i will have to find another job but firstly i will try to look for part time first...well.. without work... i can't pay my bills... can't give some allowance to my mom...i can't go shopping!.. geezzz... but tats ok.... i know... tis is all temporary~~~ i will not be staying permanently tis way~~~
haizz~~


i still remember working at pivot point.. where the boss didn;t care much abt paying the workers salary.... i can still make it.. why not now??? while i have a lil' bit of money.. i can still survive a lil' bit... well... only survive for awhile.... i still need to look for part time... just to keep up on my own...life is very cahallenging as i grow up... i know now~~ i used to think that life is simple and happy... well now sometimes i do feel down and unhappy... its all abt chllenging,,,, this is only a test from HIM.... i will accept it.. but i hope i will not suffer it too long.. coz i dun wanna be lke last time i used to be... 5mths.. no work no money,,, i dun wanna be like that anymore,,,,,,


okies.. i gtg now... i'll write in tomorrow again... see ya!!!